Hi. I almost broke down today. I finally got the full shock of having been gone from school for a week and the huge amounts of homework I had to do. It knocked the wind out of me metaphorically. I've got so much college algebra to do. It's not hard though, it just takes so long to do something I already understand.
I'm stressed about other things too, but it's quite hard to convince myself to go talk to anyone. I don't know, maybe it isn't actually neccesary. I tried to talk to lacey, i don't think she got it, she sort of blew me off. I'm sure she was just preoccupied or something. I think this may be a conversation I would rather have with Tony becuase I'm certain it may just be the way my mood swings and how low I feel now.. he'll understand more, he's been there. I feel bad though becuase I haven't gotten to spend alot of time with Tony alone in a forever and a half, and I don't want to call and cry on his shoulder when we can't manage to find time to spend time together anyway. I geuss I'll see him the weekend of the 28th.. which I need to call steve about actually..
I just need to relax, oh I almost panicked today right? So it wasn't becuase I just ran through two tests in two different classes, it wasn't becuase I was overflowing with homework. It was becuase Laurel and Jay saw me getting ready to freak out and made me sit down for ten minutes and not jump in and make my head implode with homework. For which I must say thanks. If I had come home that panicked I wouldn't have gotten anything done. As such now I am on top of the organization. I can take this.
And remember, I love reassuring e-mails. I'll do e-mail correspondence at this point, it's about all I've got time to do.
Con Amor,
Dawno